I'll tell you, a year being here, meeting some awsome people and having a beautiful relationship <3. But..something has been bothing me for a couple of days, and that is feeling like the underdog to a group. I've noticed for the past couple of days that people don't seem to have that time to talk to me or just ignore me and do something else. It's just starting to me feel neglected and feel like they don't want to talk to me and do other important things. I've been feeling really depressed about this and it makes me sad, because the reason why I wanted to be on YT, MSN, DA, and other places is to meet people and make some friends, because having autism has been really hard for me to make friends since I'm really shy. This year has really put an effort into just being myself and show others what I like and love to do. It's worked I admit, but some people just don't see me fully and how I feel, neglect hurts a lot of people, and it hurts me too, All I really ask if any of you that know me, just tell me what you really think about me and that you respect me, and I want to know the truth too, don't hide anything from me, it only brings me down. I've felt people were hiding secrets from me that I don't know, if they hated me for something, am I too happy? what do you REALLY! think about me. But...if nothing prevails and this keeps happening, why am I even here if no one understands about my feelings and just ignore me, it doesn't help me be more social (another reason why I wanted to be here). If no one wants to talk to me, fine...I'll be alone..enjoy that. If you really care for me and you want me to stay, please..pass this on to your friends, I need to understand how you really feel about me. If I get enough comments to make me want to stay, I will, if not...I'm still gonna stay, I'm probably not gonna talk to you anymore.

Thanks all for listening, stay cool and keep the rhythm going